John Paulk
FORMER HOMOSEXUAL, FORMER MALE PROSTITUTE, FORMER FEMALE
IMPERSONATOR
"Growing up, I heard it all...sissy, queer, fag. Naturally,
I believed I was born gay."
I always remember feeling "different"
from other boys...I was rejected a lot
and the names they called me always
hurt. My dad walked away from us when
I was four, and I lived with the insecurity
that everyone I really loved would walk
away, too. Then, as an adult, after trying
to fill my emotional needs in homosexual
relationships, I created a different
personality, "Candi," and lived through
her as a female impersonator...it was
the only pride I had. But then I met God
and He wanted to show me my true
identity as a man. I finally found the
acceptance I'd been craving all along. I
found that His love was completely
unconditional. And while Christ was
helping me heal the hurt I had buried in
my other "self," He showed me He would
accept and love me and never leave, ever.
Today, I'm happily married and I hear
"man, husband, and Christian." I wonder,
how many can say the same thing about
their own relationships right now?
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